Life

Well, I love my life despite some disappointment tonight. I told some ladies at church that James wanted to wait till today to do Christmas, and they jumped to the conclusion that he was going to propose. So naturally I start thinking, " O my gracious... could they be right... could this really be it?" And in the back of my mind, I wouldn' t let myself completely believe it might be now because I didn't want to be disappointed. But being the girl I am... I am a bit on the disappointed side.

But I do know that its all in Gods timing... no matter how bad I hate this waiting game, because I am honestly tired of waiting. I get frustrated because I like to plan things and have somewhat of a game plan.

But on the bright side... I love my necklace he got me :)