“Then answered Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, The Son can do nothing of himself, but what he seeth the Father do: for what things soever he doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise.” John 5:19
I want to be a woman who listens to God. But, sometimes I’m not sure if it’s God talking or just me thinking.
And if I’m really honest, when I do sense Him whispering to my heart, I’m not always crazy about what I sense He’s telling me to do. Six months ago, I knew without a doubt God wanted me to share my testimony and start a girls Bible study at my church . I pretty much ran from that assignment!
Yet, I’ve learned over the past 5 years when I listen to God, I discover His best for me. And, I grow my trust in Him.
I’ve seen again and again that His ways lead to His goodness, and when I follow Him, His mercy follows me. At the end of my 6 month spiritual sprint away from what scared me most — sharing the story of my brokenness with others — I have surrendered to what God is calling me to do.
I started listening closely to Him and trusting completely in Him, so that I could experience a day-by-day abiding in His presence and promises. From there, His plans unfolded day-by-day.
I honestly thought I had been listening to Him all that time. But one day while I was seeking God’s direction in some decisions, the Holy Spirit showed me I had a habit of asking God what He wanted me to do and where He wanted me to invest my time. Then I went about doing it, without depending on Him for direction each step of the way.
Oftentimes, I would seek God for the larger plans in life, convinced that if I figured out what He wanted me to do then I could become the person He created me to be, and fulfill the calling He had for me.
Have you ever thought: “If only God would show me what job to take; what man to marry; what church to attend; what ministry to serve in — then my life would be complete and I could trust Him with my whole heart?”
The problem is, sometimes we get a glimpse of where God wants us to go and then assume we know how to get there.
Or we get a peek at what He wants us to do and think we know how He wants us to do it. How many times have I made that mistake and then wondered why I wasn’t getting anywhere?
Over time, God has taught me that He wants my spiritual ears more than my spiritual efforts.
He wants daily dependence, interaction and intimacy with me. And He is more concerned with my character than what I schedule for Him on my calendar.
In John 5:19, Jesus tells us that He depended on the Father for the large and fine print written in His life plan. He listened closely and obeyed quickly: “Then answered Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, The Son can do nothing of himself, but what he seeth the Father do: for what things soever he doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise.” 
Like Jesus, we will discover God’s purpose for our lives through dependent hearts that seek to listen to His — day by day, moment by moment.
Father God, I want to become a woman who listens to You. I come to You today with a seeking heart, asking not only for direction but for discernment, humility and dependence on You — each step of the way.
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