Blessed

I am so incredible happy!

In 5 days, I walk across a stage that excites and terrifies me all at the same time. I have worked so incredibly hard and I am not going to let anything change that fact.

I am in such a good place. No every day I am not jumping up and down. But when I sit back and look at my life I am blessed.

I have the most amazing man ever that supports me and backs me. Something he said the other day made me fall in love with him all over again. He said that he would quit his job to be at my pinning. However irrational that might be, it meant the world to me that someone cared that much for me. My own parents wont sacrifice and come to something so important to me. He never ceases to amaze me. Since our talk, I find myself in a place that I love. I am relaxed and relieved. I am allowing myself to just simply love him and be content in that. Not that I didnt enjoy his company before, but I was so tied of in my emotion that I would get upset or depressed so much that I couldnt enjoy fully the time I have with him. Now I can relax when were together and I find myself laughing more. I love that God gave me a man that can make me laugh. Not that I need to be flattered, I am thankful for a man who appreciates me and compliments me. I appreciate his strength and wisdom. I am blessed to have found something in a mate that people spend their whole lives searching for... pure and simple love!

I am blessed