Lord help me

Lord, I never knew lonely could hurt so bad! God I know your trying to make me to a patient woman...but I hate being lonely! Lord I am so tired of getting my hopes up and then being let down... Lord I just need you to come sit with me for a while because this being alone all the time isn't working for me! I like some alone time, but I need some human interaction more than just a 20 min phone call to mom or James. I long to have someone to do things with, and know that someone else is home to talk to and spend time with... Im just so tired of being along :(