I HATE....

Being so impatient.... I hate it with a burning passion!!! I hate being in this place where I feel like I am spinning my wheels, watching day after day go by without the things in life I want so bad and watching everyone else experience the the things you have waited for. Ive found it very odd that one person has the key to unlock the happiness that has been kept from you and they refuse to use the key? sigh... I wish I could be patient... but at what point do I give up...