I miss my best friend

At times like these... I miss Vikki. I love the 4th of July. Cookouts, people, fireworks. For the past 2 years... Ive spent it alone. Last year, Vikki went to spend it with Daniel and James had to work. I went to Marybeth's parents cookout and I went to Freedom hall and got stalked and my butt pinched by a drunk guy. So I got scared (rightfully so) and I went home and watched fireworks my idiot neighbors shot.

This year, I went to Jonesborough last night with James which was fun. I got rear-ended by a drunk guy, which was kind of a stink. But today... I cant find anyone who wants to do anything. I went to the pool this morning... thankfully I didn't get burnt. But Vikki is in Knoxville with Daniel. I never realized in a million years just how much I would miss my best friend. Vikki was my one friend that was always here and now she not. When everyone else was busy, she was always here. Now all my friends are traveling and I am so lonely... I have a room mate but she leaves on the weekends and I just want someone to hang out with. I talked to James for like 5-10 min about an hour ago, other than that I have had no human contact at all today. I never used to be a needy person... but I dont like being by myself anymore.

I just want someone to sit and watch fireworks with tonight. I havent made up my mind if I am going to freedom hall or will just sit in the back yard at Derrick and Marybeths since I am watching their dogs this week. Either way looks like its just me, myself, and I.

Sorry to have a pity party again... :(